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HAPPY BDAE TO ME~

2009-10-26T01:41:00.001-07:00

`hi people!
`thnx for all the bdae wishes from u guys! ^^
`now its time for me to post my bdae event!

`23rd oct 09
`i had my bbq with the simei clique at aquarious condo!
`the ppl there is
`monkey aka xiao bai aka sebastian ^^
`louiee aka auntie lucy aka louis
`ah jack aka tiao dang kia aka jackson
`ah mei aka siao kia aka phyllis xD
`ivan aka ah bee aka my bro xD
`clement ( juz joined in the clique)
` well, its nice on that day
`not plan perfectly but i appreciated the effort ^^
` especially louiee~ u spent alot for me, i am touched T.T
`the bbq starts at 7pm
`everyone is waiting for jackson as he got npcc
`thnx for zippo lighter fluid!
`it help us start the fire easily XD
`but! WE DIN EVEN FINISH OUR FOOD!
` wad a waste, but the fun is worthy
`we played the BATSU poker xD
`alot of stupid punishment made
`si jackson made us run like mad cats!
`all the guys spike their hair to be the same like me for me xD
`ended at around 11 plus
`end up going ivan's house to stayover xD
` love you guys!

`24th and 25th oct 09
`worked with SHAN PHENG aka SP aka sour plum xD
`its fun to work with her xD
`i was like teasing her to the max while playing wrestling in xBox xD
`SHAN U RMB TT THAT U WON ME IN A WRESTLING MATCH!
`I WILL WIN U MORE xDDD
`looking forward for next week to work with her again ^^

`26th oct 09 ( my bdae! )
`due to the lack of slp ytd,i overslept and skipped the 1st lesson xD
`sorry aaron!
`went to sch
`meet the ESPADAS!
`they skip lesson for me xD
`we went to plaza sing's pizza hut for lunch
`they treat me sia! love it!!
`then we went to play pool around there
`lost form
`manage to win 2 rounds though xD
`after that we went arcade in PS
`played 3 rounds of drum mania 6
`hand pain!!!! i thnk i should warm up b4 i play next time xD

`well, i enjoyed my bdae celebrations :)
`but now, i am bored!!! no one to hang out alr xD
`anddddd there is another celebration for me teng sheng say siang and meng `siang's bdae on saturday!
`drinking time~
`ton whole night, sunday morning sure drunk like 1 kitten @.@
`i will upload the photos once its up!

`my last bday wish is to find a girl and settle down my life, a mature girl who can let me take `care of, hope that it will come true!

happy happy happyyyyy

2009-10-21T04:39:00.000-07:00

` Hello everyone!
`I am so happy as my birthday is coming soon! ^.^
`My lovely Simei Clique is going to celebrating with me on friday night!
`So looking forward to it :)
`Well my actual birthday is not that day but it's on 26th Oct.
`but they are juz so sweet ^^
`oh ya, i need to wish my fellow frens for their bdaes too!
`Happy bdae Steph! (23rd oct)
`Happy bdae Jesal! (24th oct)
`Happy bdae Ling li! (25th oct)
`Happy bdae Ethel! (25th oct)
`Happy bdae Teng Sheng! (27th oct)
`Happy bdae Wee Nee! (30th oct)
`Happy bdae Say Siang! (31st oct)
`Happy bdae Meng Siang! (31st oct)
`ok i am done with my posting !
`will update once again ^^
`see you readers!

RAD

2009-08-17T06:20:00.000-07:00

camwhoring see toh is trying hard

so is ruzaini

Aaron is having a hard time~

class

a had tiring day after my RAD retest

i copied~~ woohoo~

pass for sure!

sry if i do funny stuff but i do not want to waste my effort studying until 4:30AM

woke up

late for test

meet aaron

took cab down

cost $15.60

and he paid all

made me feel so bad

went to test

copy

pass up
took some picture ( showed abv)

went to eat KFC

made tummy spinning right round

went to play pool

won SEE TOH twice

i repeat, TWICE

then go simei with aaron to meet a bdae boy

made a new fren leonard

wish him happy bdae

slack around

went home

dota

and then blog :X

hohoho finally finished my blogging!

thnx for reading

o__o

2009-08-15T11:10:00.000-07:00

hmmm, since there is people reading my blog
i shall type out a story
a story to show out the phrase that make me remember for life

there is a couple
a vampire "Tian You" (M) and a demon slayer named "Ling" (F)
they live in the year 2004
they married and give birth to their daughter name "Tian Ya" and Ling was dead not long after giving birth to her in 2005
Tian Ya only have a father to feed her
she hates ling
the world ends in year 2024
Tian You had a terminal sickness
he want to spent the last moment with Ling at her grave
he passed this magical crystal plate who can travel people through time to Tian Ya and he finally rest in peace after that
tell her to go back 2004 to find Ling
and call her "mum"

Tian Ya was left alone at that time
all the family members left her
she went back
and found Ling
still hating her not letting her father to stop the fight between 2 gods and lead to the world end

after some time
Tian Ya found out herself is a vampire
but it was her first time changing to a vampire
Ling do not know who is she
but she cared alot for her
tell her to control and restrict herself to drink live human's blood
in the end Ling got bitten by the daughter
when the blood of the demon slayer clan mixed with the vampire virus
the slayer will went berserk

Ling became a vampire
and wander around aimlessly
a god came to her
giving her a chance to control the vampire virus with a god elixer
but the condition is
after drinking the elixer
she will forget every single thing in her life and start her new life without
having any memories

to let her live happily
Tian You ( still living in year 2004 ) and Tian Ya ( who finally controlled herself ) do everything to make her lead a simple life
without any worries and duty of demon slaying

there is a guy called dragon, father of the demon slayer
he did not have the chance feed 2 of his children
1 is Lion ( son ) and Ling ( daughter )
after these 20 years protecting them at their back
he wants to have a family reunion as he knows that he is going to die
after having a fatal injury
Ling have the same fate with her mother
Dead after giving birth
and that made Dragon live alone

when he finally got the courage to adknowledge them
his body cannot handle the bad health he is having
but he determine
having a strong believe
" if you believe, it will come true, if you don't believe it will not come true"
he saved his breathe
find the children
they recognise him when he played a song
writen by himself to them and the wife
but after playing, his energy is fading, starting to close his eyes..

but the second miracle happen
the god who gave the elixer is the wife
she uses her energy to prolong his life for 10 more minutes with a condition of
death after the 10 mins to both party
they treasure the moment
having a family dinner together with Tian You and Tian Ya
Tian Ya is the only one know all the things as she came from the future
calling Dragon "Grandfather"
after having dinner, they took some family photos
juz when they having fun spending time together
the 10 minutes is up
they left the children
just that SHORT 10 minutes
they can have these much of emotions and feelings

after the saddening goodbye
she asked Tian Ya whether she is really her daughter
Tian Ya said
" I don't mind if you do not want to adknowledge me, but after seeing this message from Tian You in the future, you will know everything happen in her life"
she finally recalled everything, knowing that she is a demon slayer and a vampire
the only thing that change is
the bond of family
Ling found that bond
want to give Tian Ya a great memory of spending time with the parents

Tian You and Ling sleep with Tian Ya
giving her care and concern
like how the parents looking at the child sleep before they sleep

Tian You plan an outing for the family
having fun outside for 1 day
that day is the time that starts the war between the 2 gods at night
but they don't want to waste the time left with the daughter
if the war goes on, the daughter will stay at that year
but if they stop the fight, the daughter will disappear

the fate arranged that the world end is a confirm
but Tian You and Ling made a miracle to change fate
they promised each other in case Tian Ya disappear in the real world and their memories
a promise of to get married and have a daughter named Tian Ya

the night when Tian Ya disappear
Ling asked Tian You that she had a feeling of a very important person left them
but they don't know is who
when Tian Ya left their memories..

this story told me a phrase
EVEN THE MEMORIES IS LOST
BUT THE LOVE AND KINSHIP STILL STAYS.

thanks for your time again :)
hope you all like it

.__.

2009-08-15T10:34:00.000-07:00

hi,people.
finally willing to blog out a post
not a long one though
but trying to be memorable
Ever since the last "write out the feeling" post
i had learnt alot of things
Things changes, things come to your life, things giving u memories, things leaving you from your life, in the end still need to walk by yourself
well, it is true though
no matter how good it is
it will still leave you one day
ever since the start of this world
humans is meant to live in the lands
clouds are meant to be in the skies
and fishes are meant to be in the seas
fate arrange the things for us in life
i got to admit this is a bit emo
but the feelings i got to say is
time changes things
when there is feeling ( seed planting and starts to grow )
LOVE is created ( flower blooms lively )
when LOVE is there ( fruits bear from the flowers )
jealousy,obsession is created ( fruits starts to fall and new petals' growing )
when jealousy and obsession is occured ( the petals starts to bloom in another way )
HATRED is created ( thorns will grow from the branches )

when u are into something
u will be obsessive

when u become obsession
there is aggression

when obsession is gone
you will start to regret

when u are regretting
u start to amend it

when u start to amend it
u put in effort

when u put in effort
people will accept

when u put in TOO MUCH effort
people take it for granted

ok people, thanks for reading my blog
i had a chance to express my feelings
blog some other time

wooo

2009-08-05T05:41:00.000-07:00

I remembered black skies the lightning all around me.
I remembered each flash
as time began to blur.
Like a startling sign
that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve
So give me reason
to prove me wrong
to wash thismemory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason
to fill this hole
connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide
There was nothing in sight
but memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide
the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in
between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve
So give me reason
to prove me wrong
to wash thismemory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Across this new divide
In every lossin every lie
In every truth that you’d deny
And each regret
and each goodbye
was a mistake to great to hide
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve
So give me reason
to prove me wrong
to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason
to fill this hole
connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide

again

2009-08-02T07:54:00.000-07:00

Underneath my skin is it just anger, just frustration?
Underneath my skin is it decisions or these feelings?
It always hurt my mind (it always hurt my mind)
It always killed my pride inside.
It always waste my time
Again, again...

Again I bleed, again i shake.
Again i fall, again i break.
Wasted, hated.
Again, again...

Underneath my skin is it just anger, just frustration?
Underneath my skin is it just nothing, or these feelings
'Cause all I find just fades. (all I find just fades)
No, I dont't feel what I felt before.
I'm back inside this cage.
Again, again...

Again i bleed, again i shake.
Again i fall, again i break.
Wasted, hated.
Again, again...

Again I burn, take it all.
Inside my head, I hate the world,
Because I don't know (don't know)
I let go
Again, again...

song 1

2009-08-02T07:44:00.000-07:00

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what i tell myself
What we had come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, i know it is
But i see you
Sometimes i try to hide
What i feel inside

And i turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you

Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be his hard
Should strong
Moving on
But i see
Sometimes i try to hide
What i feel inside

And i turn around
You're with now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little not over you

Maybe i regret
Everything i said
No way to take it all back, yeah~
Now i'm on my own
How i let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And i really don't know what to do

I'm just a little too not over you

2009-03-22T07:52:00.000-07:00

What i have been doing nowadays :P

current status

BabyShinzz

1yrs old

been active since 1 week ago

from level 48 to 67(now)

leveled 4 times str8 on thursday(tiring)

leveled 6 times str8 today @.@

well...4X is over,means no more chionging,i can let myself rest for a while :P

lvl 70!

DK!

ZAK HELM!!

ok how childish am i xD

but its my leisure!

any delphi/E world players plz tell me on msn ty :D

cya there!

ehh

2009-02-23T05:22:00.001-08:00

sry r nth to post! u have been burn to see my bloggeh!
BURN!!! XD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GGKGDmc1pUI

study study study

2009-01-18T03:24:00.000-08:00

hello ppl!
long time no post from me xD
exams and projects coming to me one by one
stress alot
keep trying to enthu in studies
but alot of ppl seems like dun wanna help me
i felt helpless
but
some of my frens rlly willing to teach
but my attitude sucks
i am sorry
i need to get back to my studies track
help me plz~!
hmm...as for today
studied with weenee,weelee,renny and joshua~
i taught the sisters E maths
as for myself
study abit of java,i still need to buck up!
went to library
then study like dunno wad
after that go to TM
times book store
my nightmare place
read some books
then go arcade
see weenee and weelee playing "house of dead 4"
weenee pro sia!
-shake weenee- and sae
"weenee the boss come le how how HOW?!!"
haha nice one la renny!
well.enjoy abit of my day
got to end this post le
thanks for reading people :D

class bbq

2008-12-18T20:16:00.000-08:00

ELLO PPL!
sorry for the inactiveness
due to my laziness
i din update that much
but.....
i got alot of post to update now! :D
on monday
i had an outing with my secondary sch dudes!
:D its You Wei's early bdae celebration!
happy 18th bdae YouWei!
<33 bro
on tuesday
i have my class bbq at wilson's house
its fun dammit! :D
we all met at 1pm at YCK station
then go to his house together
we reach his house around 2pm
we slack at there until 4+
when we are ready to start the fire
we found out we have no firestarter!
wtf?!
so we start the bbq late as the 2 heroes
mr zhong weixiang and mr boh yongren
went out to buy everything we need
ty guys!
at night we took some cool photos
i will show u at the bottom
after the photo taking
everyone went home except me and ronnie
we tonning at wilson's house
they talk alot of sense to me
awaken me
and of coz they joke with me alot man
hope tt there will be more time like this with you guys
<33 DMIT 0809
i know a new frens there
bren [17 yrs old daddy]
a cool guy
swimming instructor siol!
next time hang out again
on wednesday
i went back home around 7
jitaoooooooooooooo K.O.
slp until 1pm
my mother woke me up
"ah di r! swimming liao!"
i was like =.@"
walking like a zombie
slp in my dad's car
all the way to jurong east swimming complex
my father
very guai lan!
sae there is 2 girls stalking me!
wtf who will stalk a gay like me?!
1 girl is called as the buck tooth girl [by my father]
another is called as the ice mountain [by me xD]
i swim here they swim here
i swim there they float there
wtf siol!
but there is 1 chio one also looking at me
and i am looking at her too xD
but i dun wanna do anything funny though
limit myself haha :D
after the swim
my dad went down to novena to fetch my sis and her bf
having dinner tgt in a hotel
a porridge buffet
1 of the waitress there
OH MY FUCKING GOD!
CHIO DAMMIT!
like ms universe sia the face xD
yewchuan is a stalker sia
bad bad need to change this habit too :D
after the bloating dinner
we went home
once again
dota 1st then K.O.
on thurs
nth to do at home
woke up at 1pm
online
play dota and maple
then saw bryan online
so i asked him wanna meet at night for some drinks and slacking
we met around 7
met up he bought me a barcardi breezer lime
so good T.T
then we find a place to slack
talk alot man
he gave me a ring for my bilated bdae present!
i am so touched man!
its a vongola cloud guardian's ring
now on my middle finger
for me
tts a frenship ring!
always on my finger :D
thnx bryan!
ok i am ending my blogging session le!
thnx for reading fans! :D

baby this is not wad i wan..

class DMIT 0809
all the weird faces xD
look at ruzaini [malay boy]

i am sick!

2008-12-08T04:58:00.001-08:00

man...today jitao whole day headache!
i think tml test good game for me liao ><
nvm!
at least got learn some new things with aaron!
come on la A mathes tt come wif no logic fomula,i will pin u down!
good luck to all candidates tml! :D
cheers!

sorry ppl!

2008-12-02T03:06:00.000-08:00

SAY SAY SAY!~

hey ppl, sorry r!

As requested,my blogggggg fans need my update! xD

and this is the newest post in the month of DEC :D

alot of things had happened,in sch,in family,in frens and in BGR.

i din regret of having them in my life!

ok my story starts here..

last Sat,my parents went overseas

i am very bored,so i gone to my cousin,ivan's house and stay for a night

we went out to buy some shirts for new year

i got myself a top from freshbox! xD

same wif glen

not bad huh!

we went to marina square to hunt my newbie jacket!

but...

IT COST $69.90 DAMMIT

wa will die if i buy tt!

so i give up,on our way back to ivan's house

bought barcardi and some snacks to slack there

quite nice when i was having fun with them xD

thnx bros!

i will expect more fun in my life!

thnx everyone who brought me happiness!

cya fans!

lol

2008-11-18T21:58:00.000-08:00

haha since a long time i din blog alr xD
anyone miss me~
lol ok i dun wanna be BHB
nowadaes,tired everydae
but for exams,i needa work hard
manage to learn abit
managae to change myself abit too ;D
i started playing maplesea once again
aquila wif tanweenee th pro
"eh wee nee u juz wait hor! i wil catch up ur lvl soon!
-shinz-"
ok i will blog again when i got good thing happen to me xD
adios ppl!

my deadly situation @.@

2008-11-12T18:49:00.001-08:00

OMFG!
i am so died man...
all my module jitao FLUNK~
i muz work hard for my GPA and get an A
use that A's to smack all the lecturer face! xD
see the new chuan in action!
study time!!
mugging time!!
pens: check!
papers:check!
notes:check!
determination:check!
ok ready! set! MUG!
emotion of the day: F5

haha how tutu am i xD

2008-11-09T10:04:00.000-08:00

ok,this starts from friday :7th of nov 2008:
i had a lesson with ms jerilee leong,my communication module mentor
she showed the whole class a movie
its freedom writing (if i am not wrong)
this movie is about the life in america (if i am not wrong again)
there seems very different compared to singapore
as singapore is a multi racial country
the people at there need to take risks for getting killed once they step out of their house due to racism
the cambodians,nigger and the whites
the fight there creeps me out and tells me that i am blissful in this country
after that day,i won't have any thoughts of racism and learn more about racial harmony

the next part is
i met a friend today (9th nov 2008,sunday)
he had an accident
having a severe damage to his head
and he suffered from amesia
he seems to forget everything from the past
he tried to remember who he is
what he is now
after having a long talk with him
i found out that i am consider one of the blessed being in earth
i need to cherish what is in front of me now
i don't want to ruin it with my hands

the climax is,after i talked with my father after work
he said that life is important
don't smoke when u still can control
i wanted to take his advice
i want to change
thinking of the past
all the immature self of me had digust me inside out
i was thinking,
"why can't i be more mature at that time,wouldn't it be great if i know earlier?"
ok now,i want to sincerely apologise to EVERYONE who i offended
ANYONE
i am really sorry.
Lo Yew Chuan has decided to make a change for himself and you people =
thanks for spending time reading this post
leave a tag if you all support me :/
sleepless night begins now (10th nov 2008 0215am)

emotion of the life: V o_o V

sianzationalism

2008-11-03T04:09:00.000-08:00

my blog seems to be rotting xD
come on ppl!
bring me laughter and i will post happy post every single day!

2008-10-31T09:07:00.000-07:00

y can't my blog have happy post all the way?!
y do i need to be emo for every single month?
i regret,it seems tt fate is playing me.
how could i settle down my life when there is ppl who play on me
i am juz tired, over and over again.
fucked up life i have

;D my best bdae compare to the last 17 yrs!

2008-10-26T09:03:00.000-07:00

these are the pic tt i took past few days
including today ;D
have a look peeps!
pudding "devoured" by me xD

acting cute V ^.^ V

mummy (scary stare O.O!)

dad (he is copying me!)

sister (she like pointing __)

hee hee haw haw!

today is my bdae!

my advanture start from here

i had my breakfast wif my family

a sumptious one ;D

then i went out to meet my 5N1 dudes

and they are

lee teng sheng: a guy who is younger than me by 1 day ;D

tan meng siang: a guy who like to cock around

tan you wei: a guy who like to call me CHUAN XIONG! xD

man...these guys r juz GREAT MAN!

love them ;DD

after that i meet my parents for supper @ east coast restaurant

ok tt's all for my blog today ;D

damn happy! xD

26th of oct 2008

2008-10-25T09:39:00.000-07:00

its an impt dae to me
coz its me BDAE!
lol i am soo happy dammit!
my wished list of ppl (top 10 who wished me)
1st: BOH YONG REN (press enter on msn when it's 12mm)
2nd: TAN WEE NEE (reminded by me xD)
3rd: QUEK SHI MIN (juz recalled its my bdae)
4th: YIN RU (reminded by me too xD)
5th: MY DAD (he sent a msg almost made me cry in joy)
6th: GERMAINE (send me a looooong sms)
7th: GLEN (sms wif ivan on the same time)
8th: IVAN! (sms wif glen on the same time)
9th: LING LI~ ( thnx bro xD)
last but not least..
10th: FOO HUI TING (sent me while i am waiting xD)
thnx u guys!
as for my 19th bdae,someone chop the 1st place liao
who is foo hui ting xD
she juz wished me my 19th bdae! thnx FHT!

to shimin: its not too late xD
u r 3rd! cheer up!

ok thats all of part 1 for today =D
thnx for reading!

YAHOO! ok i mean GOOGLE~~

2008-10-25T08:07:00.000-07:00

damn shiok sia today~
went out with my 2 lovely cousin
IVAN AND GLEN!
they bought me a wireless mouse for my present!
i am soooo touched T.T
thnx dudes! love ya!
went to safra to bowl and pool
pool-ed
but.. tt GUAI LAN COUNTER PUBO JIBAI YAO SIEW LAN JIAO KIA GAVE ME A BAD SERVICE! FOOK!
ruin my day but cheered by cousin
ok it sounds wrong..my EL D7 cannot expect much
and and after tt we went e hub for arcade
man i am childish ==
but sadly they went home early
so....
i met my brother mr ling li!
her bdae is before me nia
cup in money on her pressie
happy bdae sister but 30mins more to mine xD
drink wif them and now i am veh tipsy @@
ok i shall see my sec 5 classmate tml @ 1500!
hope i will enjoy!

cya ppl! thnx for reading! =D

WEE!

2008-10-24T07:13:00.000-07:00

me and my dudes :D

group photo :D counting from left weixiang,eugene,ruzaini,me,aaron & christ behind (he is shy)

i am just happy to have them!

come on,the 3 "no-evils"

presenting.....the tonguester AGAIN!

WOOHOO!!

i had a great day today with my 0809 dudes!

they celebrated my birthday earlier ;D

man,i am soooooo touched!~

after school,we went for a meal (treated by zaini)

after meal,we play LAN (treated by weixiang)

after playing we took some cool photos and having some chat

after those THEN we go home xD

hope tt zaini will enjoy his A7X concert in expo ltr!

thnx guys!

i had my celebrations with u guys and i am satisfied!

emotion of the day= :D

YAY MY BIG DAY IS COMING!

2008-10-23T07:46:00.000-07:00

can't wait for tml to go have the communication module!
can't wait for tml going out with my dudes after sch!
can't wait for tml celebrating my early bdae wif my peeps!
can't wait for tml to be over so that sat will come!
can't wait for tml so tt i can meet u guys! =D

i really really love my frens and family! :D
w/o them,my life's sux!
come on lar ppl!
lets live tgt!

Loves MIT0809
Loves Dad,Mum&Sis
Loves bros and sis outside
Loves frens
Loves EVERYONE!

Emotion of the day = V ^.^

..

2008-10-21T03:29:00.001-07:00

no mood for quite alot of things i guess..
everything juz gone liddat...
have i need to suffer liddat?
gone for good i guess...

miss you....i mean it

good news alot alot~

2008-10-18T08:06:00.000-07:00

VEH NICE LA THESE FEW DAYS!
GOT ALOT OF GOOD NEWS FOR ME!~
1stly,i GOT my espadas coz of sch reopen!
2ndly,i FINALLY ended my midnight work as i no need to be tired EVERYDAY!
3rdly,i finally QUITTED smoking!
4thly,i GOT back some old frens!
5thly,i ALSO know alot of new frens!
ALOT ALOT RITE?!
WOOTS LOVE THESE DAYS MAN!
I FINALLY LOVING LIFE NOW! xD

2008-10-12T10:36:00.000-07:00

a mind thats is full of demoralizing thoughts
another sleepless night i have..
its 01:45am now
can't turn in although sch is starting tml
something just stopped me from sleeping..
i really hope that i will be fine soon..

i really need someone to care for me
i really need the love once again
i am really lost...

my current life

2008-10-11T10:04:00.000-07:00

hmm...juz started a midnight work at TM times book store as a tagger
its very tiring..i repeat,its TIRING
from 9:30pm to 7am
for 2 weeks
worse is next week is my sch reopen!
dunno how to manage the time ><
btw i make a new fren there
WEE KUAN =)
a 21 yr old dude who is a new fren of mine
he is my "partner" there coz we do 1 thing in common
okok how about not lefting out another fren
quek shimin
a 17 yr old DUCK who goes quek quek =X
have great voice,but always bully me D=
stop making my back of my neck! its sensitive!
ok this is the 2 dudes i work wif
without them,life at there sucks!
i shall post pictures on my next post of my tagger work time!

cya ppl!

...

2008-10-06T13:15:00.000-07:00

not in a mood now..
juz wanna ask...
how to get u bak..
-lost-

2008-10-03T20:46:00.001-07:00

i miss my espadas... =(
come on! holidays plz get over quick!

a reply to u

2008-09-23T21:38:00.000-07:00

allow me to explain
wad i showed u is my real self
wad i haven show u is my crude side
all u think is,everyone's crude side is their true form
but dun u think they have been forced to be other side when the real self have no use?
its juz toking to someone who is not willing to listen and juz so called 'hide'
ur feelings?
u r not showing ur other side,i dunno which side of u is the real self
but wad i wanna tell u is,i am on a mask
which i am facing to u NOW
y dun u juz show ur true self?
lie wadever u wan too
i will still decline the war letter u placed it somewhere

wad a joke sia...dancing spree!

2008-09-21T09:25:00.001-07:00

before goin to the chalet..

my and my cousin xD

we in swensens for icecream xD

lets begin my journey
19th sep is my mother's and my cousin's bdae! celebrate wif my mother on that dae
and my cousin's on the next day
the bdae boy is not the one who take photo wif me de
its his elder brother =)
so when we reach there
its BORING! nth to do..shag sia

okok skip skip skip..
after that,we go for some fun in arcade in eastcoast

MY SHOWDOWN WIF MY COUSIN "ivan"!

joke sia,my leg sole pain after 5 rounds straight
weak sia me!

ok here comes the final part
my most proud masterpieces

presenting...

MY 1ST MASTERPIECE! a middle finger for u =) _|_!

and... TWO MIDDLE FINGER FOR U! XD

nice rite?
ok i shall stop it todae..
veh sianz

thnx for reading!

adios!

..

2008-09-17T09:03:00.000-07:00

tears of sorrow i have now...
1 slpless night for me now...
i need a emo space

night wif moon =X

2008-09-14T01:00:00.000-07:00

yup yup! that's me =)
wif my moon xD
wad a boring night i had
but have a nice chat wif blur blur =X
make me blur also
r u thinking wad i am thinking B1
i think i am B2
xD nice huh!
thanks for the chat ytd
hope that there will be more =)

emotion of the day: ^^ V

a late post =/ sorry ppl

2008-09-11T20:38:00.001-07:00

after the days in my book fair
i met alot of new frens =)
all so nice!
allow me to intro 1 by 1

CJ (cheong jun)
my smoking mate =X
he is so brudder la,he dun geh gao..veh nice guy! lets slack other time!

Val (valarie)
she is cool man!
always have that lao jiao face xD coz she got tt sister aura!

Charlene (4 sticks beh high)
aizai la charlene,i also veh steady,also dun geh gao de
nice noeing u
MAC (horny story teller)

EH MAC CHEER ME UP WIF MORE OF UR STUPID HORNY STORY PLZ!
=X one of his masterpiece is "horny pussy" (henny penny)

Huijie (doraemon)
eh mr doraemon! thnx for ALOT of things back,hope tt i wun dissapoint u
always sing tgt and crap tgt, lets slack tgt some other time! =)

koon long
eh ah long,be optimistic siol! u jitao deceive me by looks
so cute but act so cool,jealous leh~ =X

joshua (high ego)
eh shuai ge!~ remember to adjust ur contact lenses ya! remain cool and charismatic

Andy (wah zai)
eh whens ur concert r? xD
cheerful smile from u always,gd luk for u and meli xDDD

james (quiet one)
eh james,go find ur jessie plz =X
stop being so loner and emo la,u always so quiet,muz tok more =X

jia jun (guai lan)
JJ! i miss ur crap sia! muz go out tgt next time leh!

wei hao (sissy ldr)
eh marshall I.C.!
report to the service counter ty =X change ur posture too xD

zhan hong (eh hip hopper)
go hop more la =X
nice characteristic u have,veh open and veh nice. always never let us down! last long wif june!

June (malay but not malay)
eh nasi briyani! cook more mee rebus plz! veh hungry and no worry u r NOT fat,no need jian fei de! last long wif zhan hong! and stay brown xD

priscilla (sell noodle de)
eh mai mian de
ni de xia mian gei wo chi! LOL prawn noodle r dun anyhow think
veh auntie and gossip as always xD thnx for ur optimistic cheering

meli (range) (malay but not malay also)
eh spec!
u dunno owe me how mani times liao hor hor hor!
ur "WAAAD" and "SIMI!" veh catchy! influenced me!

joelle (SA!)
eh i not tip boy hor u "SA" girl
i am yewchuan remember tt =X

angelina (emo)
eh mai emo leh
muz remain happy u noe! cashier 3 plz report to the cashier counter plz

SU (da jie)
eh sister,ur aura veh zai leh
u sibeh steady! like the style man! next time we call val and the rest go out slack tgt ba =)

lisa (kecik)
eh kecik! muz remain cute leh! ur smile is always in our mind man! teach me more malay

cai yi (CY)
eh CY dun think i YC u CY i scared hor!
i still will call u 116 yrs old de =X
last long wif koon long! =X

shi min (blur)
as blur as always =X
intro me some games leh! i wan plae cooking mama! got got got?
and this is the 3rd day u in camp,hope u enjoy ya =)

this is all i noe in my bookfair work
i am rlly happy to noe u all!

as for my life,i am trying to cherish wad i have left
thnx ppl for ur kai dao
i will still be optimistic

emotion of the day = :')

when i am gone

2008-09-09T00:37:00.000-07:00

when I'm gone,
just carry on,
don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking
down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing,
So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...

4th week of internal bleeding,hope that its juz a minor bleed
slowly waiting
waiting and cherish the unfixed time for me
or i am juz think too much?

back to the impt part..
blur,i am happy to noe u =)
u made me taking back that feeling,hope that it will be true

tired and emo

2008-09-06T08:26:00.000-07:00

lost confident..
tts all

woots~ EXAM OVER!

2008-08-26T05:10:00.000-07:00

YAY! LAST PAPER DOWN!
having a class outing after sch~
1st playing pool wif the guys
then next seoul garden with th 0809 peeps
after tt BOWLING!
i bowl veh badly...i wonder how i get strike o.o
btw saw the 2 lovely couple who is..
DON LEE KOON HONG AND ONG PEI WEN!
such a coincidence huh =)
hope that will go out with th secondary peeps again
ok back to topic
i always get last for my bowling! RAHS!
but after that
we gone to arcade for further fun..
i found 2 hidden talents within me..
which is..
PARA PARA AND PERCUSSION PLAYING!
lol i tot i am goin to screw it...
screw u EUGENE! HOW DARE U TAKE THE VIDEO TT I DANCE!
but after that go walk walk...walk till my leg goin to pingjiak liao
bth,no more money zao home liao =X
so liddat i juz reached home....letting my poor leg rest! =D
thnx 0809 peeps! i brought me laughter today! and i mean ALOT!
hope to have a real outing with ALL the ppl there!
emotion of the day: V ^.^ V

endless fight

2008-08-21T20:13:00.000-07:00

fight for a few months le..
still losing,
its like an endless fight
suffering through..
slpless night also came to me
many things have been reflected
regrets also came to me
why didn't i think of that...
tts wad i asked myself..
wouldn't it be nice if i am mature enough?
but haha its too late baby,
changes is impossible now..
give it up boy

lala

2008-08-07T03:24:00.000-07:00

look straight,
concentrate walking,
dun get diverted,
walk to the end of ur lifetime,
maybe wif or wifout ur mate,
juz noe it urself,
enjoy urself,
be happy =D

haha retarded dae!

2008-08-02T08:39:00.000-07:00

allow me to use picture to tell u wad happen xD
my finger kena stepped by someone!

whose leg is tt?! tryin to be funneh r!?

am i evil or wad?

2008-07-31T06:32:00.001-07:00

hahaha todae in maple!
juz scammed tio 39mil xD
happy in heart

as usual in sch nth to do..
but veh stress for todae
need tt 'arlo arlo' guy to cheer my dae xD
i need to make someone get CHUANIFIED!
currently rotting in front of comp
listening to tongue tied
i need a lil more help~
LOL
sounds awful hor? xD
anyone can save me from the boredom?
i am bored for these few days!
RAHS!!!
oh ya i love my new blog skin
and i love cats xD

u juz got CHUANIFIED!

2008-07-24T08:49:00.000-07:00

todae...sibeh ho cheo!
knn tio guai lan by a xia lan kia
everydae where formal to school
law by law
knn dunno how mani ppl offended by him
wad is he thinkin in his mind also dunno
wtf
1st time tio offended is
i drink my vitasoy in the MRT station,
he juz came to me and aaron and sae
'ARLO ARLO,NO FOODS AND DRINKS HERE~,U WILL GET FINED!'
i was like 'OMFG?! WHO THE FUG R U MAN'
then try to threathen me tt he will go tell the staffs in the station
i sae u wan go,go lor
he rlly go sia
how he run to the staff is damn ghey sia
hop like a lil girl
hahahaha can't stop laughing
then todae
i saw him
i purposely sae
'we muz dress veh formal and wear a tie to school everydae'
he juz 'hop' to me and sae 'hey r u referin to me?'
i sae 'no'
he sae 'plz mind ur business and dun sae how i wear hor'
plz la
IF U RLLY NOE TT U MAKE URSELF AS A JOKE OF THE CENTURY BY DOIN THOSE THINGS
PLZ CHANGE LA,BRAINLESS IDIOTIC BARNICLE
then i think no use tok wif a guy who can't filter things through his brain to the
knowledge and question answering
his intelligence can be counted by 1 hand
no life freak/loner
serves u right
u offended every students in NYP
lets see how u suffer u yr 2 student
tio guai lan for nth,swee bodoh!

emotion of the dae: u had juz get CHUANIFIED! OWNED!

lalala silly faces

2008-07-23T05:34:00.000-07:00

these is the triple tongue-ster
presenting....eugene me and ruzaini!

cui ji bua

2008-07-21T05:55:00.000-07:00

damn shag now...
drenched by the rain for 3 daes straight
from immune to sick become sick straight away
currently shagging now..
dunno y so emo..
haha...elmo without the 'l'
quote from eugene: "for the pessimistic, i am quite optimistic"
nice one vocalist
but its like me ever since tt time..
moodless as when the troubles and problems gushing towards me
but i still have to face it ALONE
bo bian wad can i do?
face it lo..

emotion of the dae O,.O" headache/dizzy/confused

hahaha

2008-07-18T20:27:00.001-07:00

hahaha

wa my blog rot badly siaaaaaa!
omgomg
sorry r blog~
and i am not th sexy man prawn~
i am the sexy......ghey~
HARDO GHEY~~~~ WOHOOO~
i love kfc and macdonalds~
w/o them i am bored
and i love my DARLING BRUDDER,AH BEE AKA IVAN~
told u i am ghey lor *POUTS*
and and fate pull us tgt xD
small sized*

done bloggin le
see i so good rite huiling?
u call me blog i go blog~
hohohoho
u also JY on ur bf i tell u *pouts*

k le gtg do house chores
ZARBOH (run in malay)

emotion of the dae: slpy~ draft 7:54:00 PM by ShinzzIsLooking Delete

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thnx for 'L'

2008-07-14T08:30:00.000-07:00

eh u kill light liao can help me blogging r~
btw i am chuanified not 'L' F3
so good and i am rlly touched~!
not kena touched and i mean touched!
hohohoho
L rocks Chuan sands L rocks Chuan sands L rocks Chuan sands
L rocks Chuan sands L rocks Chuan sands L rocks Chuan sands
L rocks Chuan sands L rocks Chuan sands L rocks Chuan sands
L rocks Chuan sands L rocks Chuan sands L rocks Chuan sands
L rocks Chuan sands L rocks Chuan sands L rocks Chuan sands

tts slow xD
time to eat my chicken meat liao~ hohoho
its okay for bloggin my blog xDD
muahahahaha

You Dont Even Remember My Name

2008-07-14T05:47:00.000-07:00

THIS SKIN SO STYLO MILO PRAWN!
cause it's chosen by me me me!:DD
(btw,im not chuanified.im L!)
YAY!
L ROCKZ L ROCKZ L ROCKZ L ROCKZ L ROCKZ
L ROCKZ L ROCKZ L ROCKZ L ROCKZ L ROCKZ
L ROCKZ L ROCKZ L ROCKZ L ROCKZ L ROCKZ
L ROCKZ L ROCKZ L ROCKZ L ROCKZ L ROCKZ
L ROCKZ L ROCKZ L ROCKZ L ROCKZ L ROCKZ

KKZ,I THINK THATS ENOUGHHHHHH. XD
hohoho, shall go eat my hokkien mee now!xP
BYEEEEEE !xD

(sorry chuan for blogging on your blog!)

xoxo,L

2008-07-11T20:11:00.000-07:00

wa jia lat ><

2008-07-11T10:53:00.001-07:00

wa sibeh jia lat
the time now is 2am
juz finish my supper
hor fun~
but
i drank an expired milk! omgomg
i think a tummystorm is coming! ><
ltr is during slp tio tt storm!
i will be GG-ed!!
RAHS!!!
poot~
opps

got to zao le!

RUN*

emotion of the dae : O.O!!!?

LOL

2008-07-08T03:37:00.001-07:00

erm erm
it since a long time i din blog le xD
lai one by one sae out ba.
everything is complicated,
family
BGR (single since tt time)
frens
not everything is perfect
done for 1st lol!
okok bak to business

to huiling: EH HURLING,I BLOG LE HOR OKAY?! xD
Thnx for helping me FREN.without u and ur bf,i will be shagging till now xD
and i am going to sae wad u wan me to blog
erm u r adorable in anyway okay xD
always @ there make cute funny sounds. LOL
keep it up,u can pass ur exams!

to brother (bee) :
thnx brudder! u spend ur time during weekends for me!i really noe tt how impt u r
and no matter wad we arguement we have,we r still brudders!
forget fast for the bad things and happie happie~ LOL

to weixiang :
eh thnx for ur motivating sentence "r u rlly sure i depends on u girls? i depend on myself!"N1 la i will try to have ur enthu spirit on studies!

to families :
eh house of piggies! thnx sia!
all ur love and care,i felt it more!
i will do my part in it too! =D loves

to the 'noob' side YOU :
plz cover ur stupid plot and stay on one,dun anyhow give fake hope and make ppl miserable man... grow up and face it
noe wad the bystanders think == and i mean U
poor H**G **I u kena tricked haiz..

to my ex :
nice to see u happily with ur bf and forget me tt fast xD
keep it up and study
bb

to my fellow mapler:
haha thnx for joinin my guild 'MyLastCrush'
i will be a guild master who is very caring to the members!
trust me r!
Chuanified on the fly! xDD

to everyone who care me :
thnx ppl who rlly care on me! i will cherish EVERY care from u to me!

-end of blog-

emotion of the dae : shuang la after this much of saying! xD

='D

2008-06-29T06:06:00.000-07:00

haha
everything just like shunpo
gone asap~ xDD
lala
brothers! i am back!
i found it back!
u helped me found me purpose dude~!
i appreciated!
plz visit my blog often r~!
xD
good job for ur performace on friday btw!
and gd luk to ur lollipop~~

xD

emotion of the dae : D:

oh HOHOHOHOHO

2008-06-24T04:40:00.000-07:00

shyt!
i am addicted to HOHOHO~ this way of laughing! ><
omgomg
these few daes u r busy,
but i dun mind
ALL I WAN IS U PASS IT!
JY!!!
support alot alot to u!
thurs u will release away all ur stress!
DS IS WAITING FER U!!
COOKING MAMA 2!!!
'terrific!even better than mama~'
XDD

hmmm...pass few daes....
beri sianz
nth to do
rotting
then see something bad
then nth to do again
then rot
LOL keep goin round and round WTF?
hope tt it will stop tml~ xD
my eyes r rotting*

eh eh eh eh
alot of misses to u btw xD

ZAO-ed!

emotion of the dae =XX

wad a sundae

2008-06-14T19:41:00.000-07:00

wa early in deh morning
go toilet
poopoo liao =.=
i think i will have a bad tummy dae
~poot~
oppss xD
well i have nth else to sae le
adios!

emotion of the dae: lalalalala~

hahahaha! WOOTS!

2008-06-05T08:17:00.000-07:00

wad can i say... hm...
a few words to express out wad i feel?
excited
happy
satisfied
cared
loved
warmth
missed
high
cherished
and and wad i am goin to do?
satisfy u
make u happy
make u excited
care for u
love you
give u warmth
miss you
use my jokes to make u laugh til high
make u feel cherished =)
lets do it and work hard in it!

emotion of the day: =DDDDDDDDDD

life

2008-06-03T19:49:00.001-07:00

i am sooooooooo sianz now
ytd i had a nice loooooooooooooooong ride on the bus from west to east
wow
1 hr plus leh
but pain
backache
but things happens luh hor
more and more has been given
time
all u need is time
i will give u time
when the time is right
lets do it
lol
almost like nike xD
k ler
end for todae
gtg sch soon

emotion of the dae: .__.

erm..

2008-06-02T01:07:00.000-07:00

action speaks louder than words
all is sayings
where is those actions?
i can't see though
juz look at wad r u doin while i tryin to get back at that time
now i can see ur care
for frens
as usual
i have nth to sae,
takecare

back to normal daily life stuff
as usual,
boring
nth to do
useless
hopeless
and sick ==
shag sia
alone alone alone
swee boh?

emotion of the dae : wtf?

hahaha,HAPPIE~

2008-05-31T19:34:00.000-07:00

for you to note:*** ****
if u really got something to say
say it out
but if u trying to be funny
bring it on
i won't able to entertain you for that long
but hope that u will be happy
with ur new life
if new people
i just wanna sae is
take care

OKAY BACK TO HAPPY STUFF!~

lol la
i heard something very nice todae (31 may~ 1 jun 08)
tt words makes me... WOOTS!!!
Energize!!!
thnx for boosting my morale man!
U R NIIIIIICE! LOL
and i am ur jester xD
dun be G**lt* for that la hor
as u and i said
let ****** take *** c**r*e
=)

emotion for tt dae: =DDDDDDDDD

lalala happy night i had

2008-05-30T19:41:00.000-07:00

i had a great night ytd
very unexpected
my wallet lost in TPJC's area sia!~!!!
need to walk all the way to 201's police post to get my wallet
a special person accompanied me through the rain and walk there tgt
its very....NICE
thnx!
i noe tt i had owe u more!
thnx for the night! =)

TRUE MAN!! I AGREE WITH YOU =)

2008-05-22T10:03:00.000-07:00

PEOPLE!
i had awaken from a special guy!
same ppl same experience!
to my dear fren jia jia:
i am sorry for those words,hope that u understand tt i wanna noe tt am i communicating with the right fren or not. =D
apologies alot alot!
hope u forgive me =D

for now,lets sae new and happier things!
i still got to move on my life man!
a new band is born!
'My Last Crush'!
come on Eugene and Ruzaini!
lets recruit 2 more members!
i am currently working on our LOGO!! woots

emotion of the dae: great escaped

if i am a kiddo,WAD r u

2008-05-21T09:30:00.000-07:00

tell yourself BABY
wad have u contribute in this
wad have u SAID to make a difference?
WHO have u talk with when i am still with you?
WHO u smsed and replied when mine was ignored?
WAD u really did when u said different thing to me?
WHICH path u choosen to ruin this relationship?
WHEN u really look at me and my care?
HOW long u spend with me compare to others
COMPARE URSELF FOR THE EFFING DAMN TO THE OTHER GFs!
treating me is juz treatin a mirror
wad i did is return wad u gave
wad i do is i one sided love in this
IF you wanna noe why i wanna compare u to others?
ITS EASY, KID
U FAILED AS ONE!
SIMPLE RITE?
LET IT GO THROUGH UR THICK SKULL AND GET THIS CLEAR
EVERY SINGLE COUPLE WILLING TO CONTRIBUTE TO THEIR RELATIONSHIP,SPENDING TIME IN SPECIAL OCCATIONS LIKE THEIR ANNIVERSARY
you? ask wad u did?
U DUN EVEN NOE TT U HAD STARTED A FIGHT WHILE U MAKE PEACE IDIOT!
all i wan
is a turn back
b4 u giving me those attitude
a clock that turn back time to return to the time that we r loving
ask yourself WHY have u been liddat!
i am just a good tool to entertain
all i wan is appreciation
WAD I HAD!
TAKEN FOR GRANTED?!
ITS HOPELESS YOU NOE!
IF U WAN UR BETTER HALF TO NOE YOU
LET THEM NOE U INSTEAD OF KEEPING TO YOURSELF!
THEY R BORN TO NOE YOU AND HELP YOU!
AND U MADE THIS NOT MEANT FOR EACH OTHER!
FROM A NORMAL TO AN EXTRODINARY
WELL DONE!
YOU CAN BE PROUD TO SAY 'yes, there'e another guy and i have the courage to blog it'
CAN YOU BE MORE DECENT?
its disgraceful when i was scolded as a cockold!
HOW PATHATIC YOU NOE?!
CAN'T YOU JUST SPEND SOME TIME WIF UR BETTER HALF?
@ LEAST A DAE OR SOMETHING?
NOT TO OTHERS?!
I DID MINE PART
WHERE'S YOURS
I AM DONE OVER THIS
ITS UP TO YOU TO REPLY AND START TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE!

emotion of the day: i learn a new word 'EFF-ED' up now

FLIRT FLIRT FLIRT... YOU ALL SUCKS! ESPECIALLY TO THOSE WHO ATTACHED AND STILL FLIRT AROUND DE!

2008-05-20T08:06:00.000-07:00

NOT BAD LA **********
SEEN UR TRUE COLOURS!
FLIRT
GO **** WITH UR NEW GUY AND LIVE ****INGLY EVER AFTER
HOPE YOU WILL GET WAD U NOT SUPPOSE TO GET
* * *
GET IT?
GET A LIFE LA FUGGIN FLIRT!

emotion of the day: awaken! =D

vexed

2008-05-19T04:52:00.000-07:00

issit the original 'you'?
issit the one who like to flirt around like everyone saes when u in secondary sch?
issit the one who will play other ppl's feeling and give them fake hope?
i am disappointed..giving up...still hope to get back...u given me up,and its pointless to put hope on you anymore..
seen the true you

emotion of the day:angry and confused

lost

2008-05-14T08:01:00.000-07:00

after all this,
i found out tt i had been release from a prison to a unknown place...
lost...
helpless...
trees around me..
dunno which way to go...
a ray of light shone to me...
i found a small path. . . .
frens...
they help me get up. . . .
they r my light..
thanks...
DON: 'yc...dun look back le..'
ELSEN: 'juz be urself'
xiu juan laoshi: hey..ah boy... it's true... dun loOk back le... get over it and continue with ur life... =)
yujin: 'aiya..tts my feeling when it happens to me..time will help you de la uncle'
TS: 'lets go to the changkat concert! see don perform'
ROCKIE!!!: 'should i gratz you or an wei you? LOL.'

LOYEWCHUAN: 'thanks all who had try to help me from this...i had neglected you all once...i regret..i shall cherish you all..thanks alot'

emotion of the day: emotionless

stupid liars!

2008-05-12T08:34:00.000-07:00

wads goin on wif you
u totally changed
for ur fren
wtf?
nice issit?
i will play lie wif you
get prepared
you will know
lie lie lie
fun hor?
good job eh
i will see ur 'changes'
__ you

emotion : f off lah!

tts wad you said

2008-05-11T07:35:00.000-07:00

to:_________

after these all
i am expecting a change
the test is still on
u can do it or not
its up to you
effort can be seen easily
and i can know wad is the result
after a few days.
take care and cherish ur last few days if u continue
to do this to me
good luck to you

emotion of the day: .__.

day 1

2008-05-09T05:04:00.000-07:00

'hmph,so wad?
so wad if i get that result?
i dun really give a damn
1/3 of test?
wth lah.
i can live without you anyway
so wadfore need a test?
i dun really give a damn
i should keep on talk on other things than you.'

emotion of the day: dun really care

y r u playin my feelings?!

2008-05-07T08:17:00.001-07:00

i TRIED hard for u
but you?
u tried hard for who?!
ASK YOUSELF
THINK DEEPLY
THINK TT ISSIT FAIR FOR ME FOR GOODNESS SAKE!
U CHANGED ALOT
U CHANGED MORE TO THE NEGATIVE SIDE
U SAID U WILL CHANGED
YES U CHANGED
TO MORE ON THEM!
GOOD JOB MAN
JUZ SEE WAD A GOOD JOB YOU MADE!
JUZ LOOK HOW MANI SACRIFICES I MADE
I JUZ WAN YOU TO REFRESH
WHO SAY WHO WILL CHANGE FOR ME
WHO SAY 'WHO IS SERIOUS IN RELATIONSHIP'
WHO SAY 'EVEN I AM STRESSED,I WILL MAKE TIME'
WHO SAY 'OKAY I PROMISE TO MAKE TIME WITH YOU'
WHO SAY 'I MISSED YOU'
WHO SAY NEVER LET ME GO
WHO SAY WHO IS MORE IMPT THEN YOUR OWN FRENS
WHO SAY SHE WILL MAKE EFFORT FOR ME?!
ASK YOURSELF AND WAKE UP!
WHERE ARE YOU?!
U JUST SUCCESSFULLY LEFT MY HEART
GONE
EMPTY
YOU TRIED HARD TO FORGET ABOUT ME
BUT HAPPILY U DID!
CONGRATULATIONS!
U CAN LIVE WITHOUT ME ANYWAY!
BUT U DIN THINK THE OTHER PARTY'S FEELING!
JUZ SPARE A FUGGIN BLOODY THOUGHT FOR THE OTHER PARTY'S FEELING WHEN THEY HAD ALREADY THOUGHT OF YOURS AND TRIED HARD FOR U
THINK!!
JUZ USE UR BRAIN AND THINK!
U SHOULD KNOW WHY AND WHEN I WILL BE THIS ANGRY!
YOU JUST SIMPLY ACT BLUR!
GOOD JOB!
WONDERFUL!

I HAD BEEN HURT!
THINK OF THAT IF YOU STILL HAVE A HEART
TRY TO MAKE IT BETTER THAN FINDING A WAY TO MAKE IT WORST!

emotion of the dae : !#@$#^#$@!#@!^$

tired

2008-05-02T06:47:00.000-07:00

i am tired...
lala the end-

emotion of that dae : xD

todae...haiz..worst then usual

2008-04-20T06:46:00.000-07:00

early in the mornin wake up @ 12
i broke my record
lookin @ the ceiling
saw my cousin's hands beside me again
wanna di siao me ==
but its fun la
having him to di siao
@ least i can be bothered
but
i wake up too late and i forgot tt i goin to my grandma house and have dinner
then
liddat lo
din plan my time to go cut hair
waiting the time to pass
i was looking @ my cousin playin his games
and i played once
but not a gd game
kena bully
then he was lyk tryin to an wei wo and tell me not to be pek chek
and i told him
'remember wad u told me when u was lyk me'
he was stun
i rly cannot take it and i did a mistake
i shouted @ him
my brudder
sorry brudder
i did not meant to sae those things to u
making u cry
@ least u care for me
i appreciated ur care
everytime havin great food wif you
it rox
midnight go mac
chattin
tokin
playin
its life
lookin @ u hurt when i say those things to u
haiz..
i failed as a brudder
but
i apologies 1st
its my fault
STRESS came to me
and its veri pain and unusual

2nd part of my bad dae...

5pm+ le..
my father called me while i am bathing =.=
was crying about something and juz stick to me
goin down stairs after bathing
sit into my father's car
he sae
'u juz woke up r?'
i said no luh juz tired
'how come ur eyes red?'
aiya juz now got sand go into my eyes then keep rubbin lo
'his house top floor how to get sand'
aiya i dunno la,juz something gone in
juz slp in his car while goin to cut my hair 1st then grandma house
arrive to my destination
cut cut cut cut cut cut cut
i got my new hair style
TY KENNY!
he is a great hairdresser
but his salon too small due to he one man show in the salon
JY bah kenny

when i arrive my ah ma house,
i saw all of my cousins
they attend the gatherin
lookin @ 'PA' (my cousin) playing dota
he is using alchemist
wow late game 1 v 1 lvl 19 then 1st blood 'tiny'
omg tts late la
then after tt eat dinner
eat eat eat eat
then go to my aunty's room watch tv
after the show
go out eat my aunty's bdae cake
eat eat eat
then suddenly
my fatherhaving an arguement with all of my aunties,uncles and ah ma
i was lyk WTF la
ppl's bdae liddat conflict
then more stress came to me
dun wanna look bak
my poly stuff is more stressful
but who cares?
die is onli my prob ma
concerns no one
new topic
stressfree?
i doubt so
tml there will be an assignment
stress comes again
everyweek there will be a BIG assignment
its tough for a stupid guy like me
but WHO cares again?
onli me wad
so wad?
it doesn't make any diff
nvm luh
i think its enuf for todae

emotion of my dae: >.<,,
heart pierced*

erm...tired sundae?

2008-04-13T08:19:00.000-07:00

juz wake up @ my cousin house
guess wad?
his hands on my face again
OMFG!
always never miss to di siao me when i am slping
hands here leg there
fist here kick there
wa
havoc leh him
dun misunderstand r!
no ghey
then after tt sms my dear
tok tok tok
tok here tok there
small trust came
after tt go eat breakfast wif 2 of my cousins and one of my cousin's gf
eat liao go bak blah blah blah
cousin's gf(gillian): 'hey,wanna k box todae?'
i was lyk 'O.O?!!'
but i am okay with it luh
then go lo
sms wif my dear while singin is fun
after singinginginginginginging
guess wad
my voice gone
and..
she din reply my sms
i was lyk
'okays,she is busy..i shall not disturb her'
then after tt i go to eat
'new york pork in city hall' (which is name by my dearest)
exp like siao wif a big quantity and gd quality food
worth it uhh
i shall bring someone special to eat @ there!

k luhh nth to do now but to slp and wait till tml 1st dae of sch

happie early 5th month darling

emotion of the day: loves to u (:

todae...juz not my dae.. =.=

2008-04-08T07:02:00.001-07:00

early in the morning
bathe
grooming
get rdy to go on my 1hr trip to my poly
orientation
happie mood
go theremet a fren
go to venue tgt
happily lining up to see wad class i get in
BUT
'sorry,i can't find ur name in our database'
i was lyk WTF?
my orientation is ruin
not bad
i gone to sit @ one corner with the ppl who having the same fate as mine
go to the student recruitment centre
a OLD VIRGIN BITCH HAG
spoiled my dae
she juz shooted
'those who din enrol,plz go home and do'
i was lyk DIAM LA FUGGER!
DID U SPARE A TOT OF THOSE STUDENTS WHO LIVE FAR AWAY?
U THINK I GO HOME TAKE 10MINS R?!
OLD HAG
I BET SHE STILL VIRGIN R
NO ONE DARE TO TOUCH HER
THEY WILL ROT
I TOLD HER TT AND GUESS WAD SHE REPLY
'U LIVE FOR IS MY PROB OR UR PROB? U DIN ENROL IS MY PROB OR UR PROB? U GIVING MY ATTITUTE PROBLEM IS MY PROB OR UR PROB?'
I JUZ WAN TO GIB HER A FUGGIN ANSWER TT
'U PMS MY PROB OR U PROB U BLOODY OLD VIRGIN?!

argh dunno la todae
lookin at my family
do their best to settle for me
i am damn freaking touched
i am juz helpless there
help them bit by bit
i juz found out tt i rly need to cherish them
there r diff from others..
i am totally depressed
some frens cheered me up
some din even wanna bother..
nvm,its my fate
i shall cry out from this pain and depression
i am standing ALONE

ty dear for ur cheering @ the night
i appreciate tt

emotion of the dae : >.< :' >:(

my lovely Sunday =)

2008-04-06T06:14:00.000-07:00

early in the morning
i gone to my dear's house
looking @ the ceiling
and her lovely face appear to me
i am delighted to see her
hugs
kisses
all did not missed out
most imptly
our LOVE are always with us
i promised her tt i wun leave her and i am going to keep tt promise
i trust tt she will keep hers too =)

okay finish the mushy stuff~~now
lets get down to business!

sianz sia!!
sick today
keep liu bi ti!!!!
blood leaking!
omfg i am dizzy @@
muz bring tissue always liao
when i am sick
she took care of me
i am sooooo molested (touched) xD
looking up @ her while resting on her lap
i felt the care :')
she is juz MINE! =D

emotion of the day : ^_^ \ /

LOVE HUITING! <3

lalala

2008-03-29T05:03:00.000-07:00

sianz r!!!!plz 4th or april come!!!
i dun wanna work animore~~
veri sianz r!~!!!
i wanna slack~~(:
sianzing now
but...
i got hui ting!!!! xD
now my cousin helped me to get dota liao
next time if alone i can plae plae XD
come look for me~
i am..
KoD_SHINZ xD

emotion of the day: =B

to her!

2008-03-14T06:38:00.000-07:00

14th Mar 08

to my dearest girlfriend foo hui ting:
happie 4th month!!!!!
muz love me infinite r!!!
continue our love!!
honesty is nice for us!!!
love for each other is a MUZ!
no more neglection!!
you and i is needed in this!!!
lets last forever!!!!

from: ur boyfriend lo yew chuan

emotion of the dae: =D

lalalala

2008-03-11T06:49:00.000-07:00

sianz all the way
work work~~
it sux~~
help me from this agony!~!!
who can help? xD
todae,abit confused,emo,and sad la
dunno y
maybe family?
maybe frens?
maybe BGR?
haiz nvm la

emotion of the dae: =P

juz look wad u had said and done!

2008-03-10T04:33:00.000-07:00

i am DAMN pissed out todae!
its lyk WTF!
early in the mourning dua me
becoz of FREN
in her heart: 'aiya got my fren and audition liao,WTF is my boyfriend?did i have one?
juz forget it and continue my fun la~
maybe i should not think about it next time~
LET THE THINKING ROT~!!! WOOTS'
boy:'man!call me to find her in the end kena kicked off becoz of the fren of hers'
girl:'hey fren! lets have fun!!!'
boy:'wa!never reply my 1st msg!!pissed leh'
girl:'woots i am having fun!!! xD'
boy:'i am going to tell her now'
girl:'oh~a sms~~'...erm,who is this guy sia..oh yea!its my FREN!'
boy:'i am veri angry when u neglected me!'
girl:'come on la,wads ur prob?!i am with girls!!u r making me pissed okays?'
boy:'WTH?!u dua me early in the mournin and u sae i make u pissed? i am in pain now u enjoy?
girl:'**thinking** i am with my fren now la,dun disturb me!'
boy:'u will noe tt feeling one dae!'
girl:'so u wan a revenge?'
boy:'ur FREN will do the same thing to u one dae!'
girl:'**thinking** my fren is the best,u r nth compare to them. **saying** aiya since u wan to revenge,trust me,i will ignore u'
boy:**fugged up**

6 hrs later...

girl:'angry with me?'
boy:**thinking** fren gone liao then find me and discover my existence?'
girl:'nvm~continue enjoy with fren!'

12hrs later..
nth happen..
no sms no call..
no sorry...
moral of the story,plz thinkin b4 u sae 'ignore'

wow,i can wrtie compo xD

emotion of the dae : TMD....

plz rate this post ty

2008-03-07T03:18:00.000-08:00

its the matter of u WAN or not.
if there is a will,there is a way.
human control things,not being controlled.
its the matter of what you want,
the thing will be done no matter what happens if it was wanted.
it will never be done if the person dun wan even the chance is in front of the person.
YOU is the one who choose the path,
the amount of effort put by you is wad u wan
its not the things who gives u stress but you,yourself who gav stress instead.
if u rly want to relax and dun stressed out yourself,
you will juz dun care for tt thing for a period and relax
it is juz the matter of you WAN it or not.

emotion of the day: .__.

pissed of the dae~

2008-03-01T07:04:00.000-08:00

before tt,lemme tell u a story
one dae,a guy had nth to do lo
actually goin out wif his dear
but she din ask a few daes b4
so she cannot go out due to permission seeking on tt dae
its quite pain in him actually
having fake hope and put too much on it but broke in the end
juz like a bazooka bombing ur heart
isn't tt pain?
lets skip tt
when u were told to call her after ur appointment
wad will u feel
when she is entertained by others and said 'nope,can't call u'
he will think issit 'nope,i dun wanna called u' instead?
no one really noes
so wadfore,the guy tot tt he was taken for granted
happie happie find him happie happie throw him away when there is another entertainment came to u
1 fren of his
said a true word
'how can it happen when the person noe u r here and not to see u? '
dunno wad his fren tryin to sae but
but he thanked her aniway
in conclusion
who cares about his pain
'NO ONE CARES'
maybe the girl will feel the pain when someone she rly need abandon her

emotion of the dae : =.=''

2008-02-27T05:00:00.000-08:00

erm...todae my 1st dae of work...
dunno wad to sae but.,...
i had a difficult day..
worrying,emo-ing...sad..
juz having a feeling tt i am in the dark
covered,unknown..
many things happen but i dunno the real reason
it juz came to me...dashin towards me suddenly
dunno choose to believe it or not. . .
its a sudden choice..
or maybe an excuse..
all i wan is the real thing,but since its overwhelmed me,
i have nth to sae. . .todae,i am covered by darkness

emotion of the dae )':

2008-02-24T04:44:00.001-08:00

another dae spent on boring stuff
it was lyk totally sianz till lyk wad in my 6th aunty house la
juz messaging,slacking and drink water for my whole dae.
i shall bring something tt can entertain me when i go to those boring house

Emotion of the day: o__o

my dae is boring!~~

2008-02-22T08:42:00.000-08:00

todae..as usual~boring
after a 7hrs work tt earn $70 le then go find my dear
i dunno wad la,i lyk kena pms
jitao heartbeat damn fast
then send her home
after tt go back home blah blah blah
BUT! here comes the climax!
i played o2jam wif her..yawns* opps
she was lyk..FAST leaner la!
in 2 weeks she WILL win me

1st topic i post

2008-02-17T06:19:00.000-08:00

3 simple words
i HATE auditionSEA.com

auditionSEA stole someone from me,it juz sux
NEGLECTION!
TTS WAD IT GIVES ME!

my 1st time

2008-02-17T06:00:00.003-08:00

i am so bo liao to do blogging
juz wanna put my feelings down here
feel free to look around