Monday, August 17, 2009


camwhoring see toh is trying hard

so is ruzaini

Aaron is having a hard time~






class



a had tiring day after my RAD retest
i copied~~ woohoo~
pass for sure!
sry if i do funny stuff but i do not want to waste my effort studying until 4:30AM
woke up
late for test
meet aaron
took cab down
cost $15.60
and he paid all
made me feel so bad
went to test
copy
pass up
took some picture ( showed abv)
went to eat KFC
made tummy spinning right round
went to play pool
won SEE TOH twice
i repeat, TWICE
then go simei with aaron to meet a bdae boy
made a new fren leonard
wish him happy bdae
slack around
went home
dota
and then blog :X
hohoho finally finished my blogging!
thnx for reading
meowed at// 6:20 AM
Saturday, August 15, 2009


hmmm, since there is people reading my blog
i shall type out a story
a story to show out the phrase that make me remember for life

there is a couple
a vampire "Tian You" (M) and a demon slayer named "Ling" (F)
they live in the year 2004
they married and give birth to their daughter name "Tian Ya" and Ling was dead not long after giving birth to her in 2005
Tian Ya only have a father to feed her
she hates ling
the world ends in year 2024
Tian You had a terminal sickness
he want to spent the last moment with Ling at her grave
he passed this magical crystal plate who can travel people through time to Tian Ya and he finally rest in peace after that
tell her to go back 2004 to find Ling
and call her "mum"


Tian Ya was left alone at that time
all the family members left her
she went back
and found Ling
still hating her not letting her father to stop the fight between 2 gods and lead to the world end


after some time
Tian Ya found out herself is a vampire
but it was her first time changing to a vampire
Ling do not know who is she
but she cared alot for her
tell her to control and restrict herself to drink live human's blood
in the end Ling got bitten by the daughter
when the blood of the demon slayer clan mixed with the vampire virus
the slayer will went berserk


Ling became a vampire
and wander around aimlessly
a god came to her
giving her a chance to control the vampire virus with a god elixer
but the condition is
after drinking the elixer
she will forget every single thing in her life and start her new life without
having any memories


to let her live happily
Tian You ( still living in year 2004 ) and Tian Ya ( who finally controlled herself ) do everything to make her lead a simple life
without any worries and duty of demon slaying

there is a guy called dragon, father of the demon slayer
he did not have the chance feed 2 of his children
1 is Lion ( son ) and Ling ( daughter )
after these 20 years protecting them at their back
he wants to have a family reunion as he knows that he is going to die
after having a fatal injury
Ling have the same fate with her mother
Dead after giving birth
and that made Dragon live alone

when he finally got the courage to adknowledge them
his body cannot handle the bad health he is having
but he determine
having a strong believe
" if you believe, it will come true, if you don't believe it will not come true"
he saved his breathe
find the children
they recognise him when he played a song
writen by himself to them and the wife
but after playing, his energy is fading, starting to close his eyes..

but the second miracle happen
the god who gave the elixer is the wife
she uses her energy to prolong his life for 10 more minutes with a condition of
death after the 10 mins to both party
they treasure the moment
having a family dinner together with Tian You and Tian Ya
Tian Ya is the only one know all the things as she came from the future
calling Dragon "Grandfather"
after having dinner, they took some family photos
juz when they having fun spending time together
the 10 minutes is up
they left the children
just that SHORT 10 minutes
they can have these much of emotions and feelings

after the saddening goodbye
she asked Tian Ya whether she is really her daughter
Tian Ya said
" I don't mind if you do not want to adknowledge me, but after seeing this message from Tian You in the future, you will know everything happen in her life"
she finally recalled everything, knowing that she is a demon slayer and a vampire
the only thing that change is
the bond of family
Ling found that bond
want to give Tian Ya a great memory of spending time with the parents

Tian You and Ling sleep with Tian Ya
giving her care and concern
like how the parents looking at the child sleep before they sleep

Tian You plan an outing for the family
having fun outside for 1 day
that day is the time that starts the war between the 2 gods at night
but they don't want to waste the time left with the daughter
if the war goes on, the daughter will stay at that year
but if they stop the fight, the daughter will disappear

the fate arranged that the world end is a confirm
but Tian You and Ling made a miracle to change fate
they promised each other in case Tian Ya disappear in the real world and their memories
a promise of to get married and have a daughter named Tian Ya

the night when Tian Ya disappear
Ling asked Tian You that she had a feeling of a very important person left them
but they don't know is who
when Tian Ya left their memories..

this story told me a phrase
EVEN THE MEMORIES IS LOST
BUT THE LOVE AND KINSHIP STILL STAYS.

thanks for your time again :)
hope you all like it
meowed at// 11:10 AM


hi,people.
finally willing to blog out a post
not a long one though
but trying to be memorable
Ever since the last "write out the feeling" post
i had learnt alot of things
Things changes, things come to your life, things giving u memories, things leaving you from your life, in the end still need to walk by yourself
well, it is true though
no matter how good it is
it will still leave you one day
ever since the start of this world
humans is meant to live in the lands
clouds are meant to be in the skies
and fishes are meant to be in the seas
fate arrange the things for us in life
i got to admit this is a bit emo
but the feelings i got to say is
time changes things
when there is feeling ( seed planting and starts to grow )
LOVE is created ( flower blooms lively )
when LOVE is there ( fruits bear from the flowers )
jealousy,obsession is created ( fruits starts to fall and new petals' growing )
when jealousy and obsession is occured ( the petals starts to bloom in another way )
HATRED is created ( thorns will grow from the branches )

when u are into something
u will be obsessive

when u become obsession
there is aggression

when obsession is gone
you will start to regret

when u are regretting
u start to amend it

when u start to amend it
u put in effort

when u put in effort
people will accept

when u put in TOO MUCH effort
people take it for granted

ok people, thanks for reading my blog
i had a chance to express my feelings
blog some other time
meowed at// 10:34 AM
Wednesday, August 5, 2009


I remembered black skies the lightning all around me.
I remembered each flash
as time began to blur.
Like a startling sign
that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve
So give me reason
to prove me wrong
to wash thismemory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason
to fill this hole
connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide
There was nothing in sight
but memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide
the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in
between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve
So give me reason
to prove me wrong
to wash thismemory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Across this new divide
In every lossin every lie
In every truth that you’d deny
And each regret
and each goodbye
was a mistake to great to hide
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve
So give me reason
to prove me wrong
to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason
to fill this hole
connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide
meowed at// 5:41 AM
Sunday, August 2, 2009


Underneath my skin is it just anger, just frustration?
Underneath my skin is it decisions or these feelings?
It always hurt my mind (it always hurt my mind)
It always killed my pride inside.
It always waste my time
Again, again...

Again I bleed, again i shake.
Again i fall, again i break.
Wasted, hated.
Again, again...

Underneath my skin is it just anger, just frustration?
Underneath my skin is it just nothing, or these feelings
'Cause all I find just fades. (all I find just fades)
No, I dont't feel what I felt before.
I'm back inside this cage.
Again, again...

Again i bleed, again i shake.
Again i fall, again i break.
Wasted, hated.
Again, again...

Again I burn, take it all.
Inside my head, I hate the world,
Because I don't know (don't know)
I let go
Again, again...
meowed at// 7:54 AM


It never crossed my mind at all
That's what i tell myself
What we had come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, i know it is
But i see you
Sometimes i try to hide
What i feel inside

And i turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you

Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be his hard
Should strong
Moving on
But i see
Sometimes i try to hide
What i feel inside

And i turn around
You're with now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little not over you

Maybe i regret
Everything i said
No way to take it all back, yeah~
Now i'm on my own
How i let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And i really don't know what to do

I'm just a little too not over you
meowed at// 7:44 AM