Sunday, April 20, 2008
early in the mornin wake up @ 12
i broke my record
lookin @ the ceiling
saw my cousin's hands beside me again
wanna di siao me ==
but its fun la
having him to di siao
@ least i can be bothered
but
i wake up too late and i forgot tt i goin to my grandma house and have dinner
then
liddat lo
din plan my time to go cut hair
waiting the time to pass
i was looking @ my cousin playin his games
and i played once
but not a gd game
kena bully
then he was lyk tryin to an wei wo and tell me not to be pek chek
and i told him
'remember wad u told me when u was lyk me'
he was stun
i rly cannot take it and i did a mistake
i shouted @ him
my brudder
sorry brudder
i did not meant to sae those things to u
making u cry
@ least u care for me
i appreciated ur care
everytime havin great food wif you
it rox
midnight go mac
chattin
tokin
playin
its life
lookin @ u hurt when i say those things to u
haiz..
i failed as a brudder
but
i apologies 1st
its my fault
STRESS came to me
and its veri pain and unusual
2nd part of my bad dae...
5pm+ le..
my father called me while i am bathing =.=
was crying about something and juz stick to me
goin down stairs after bathing
sit into my father's car
he sae
'u juz woke up r?'
i said no luh juz tired
'how come ur eyes red?'
aiya juz now got sand go into my eyes then keep rubbin lo
'his house top floor how to get sand'
aiya i dunno la,juz something gone in
juz slp in his car while goin to cut my hair 1st then grandma house
arrive to my destination
cut cut cut cut cut cut cut
i got my new hair style
TY KENNY!
he is a great hairdresser
but his salon too small due to he one man show in the salon
JY bah kenny
when i arrive my ah ma house,
i saw all of my cousins
they attend the gatherin
lookin @ 'PA' (my cousin) playing dota
he is using alchemist
wow late game 1 v 1 lvl 19 then 1st blood 'tiny'
omg tts late la
then after tt eat dinner
eat eat eat eat
then go to my aunty's room watch tv
after the show
go out eat my aunty's bdae cake
eat eat eat
then suddenly
my fatherhaving an arguement with all of my aunties,uncles and ah ma
i was lyk WTF la
ppl's bdae liddat conflict
then more stress came to me
dun wanna look bak
my poly stuff is more stressful
but who cares?
die is onli my prob ma
concerns no one
new topic
stressfree?
i doubt so
tml there will be an assignment
stress comes again
everyweek there will be a BIG assignment
its tough for a stupid guy like me
but WHO cares again?
onli me wad
so wad?
it doesn't make any diff
nvm luh
i think its enuf for todae
emotion of my dae: >.<,,
heart pierced*
meowed at//
6:46 AM
Sunday, April 13, 2008
juz wake up @ my cousin house
guess wad?
his hands on my face again
OMFG!
always never miss to di siao me when i am slping
hands here leg there
fist here kick there
wa
havoc leh him
dun misunderstand r!no ghey
then after tt sms my dear
tok tok tok
tok here tok there
small trust came
after tt go eat breakfast wif 2 of my cousins and one of my cousin's gf
eat liao go bak blah blah blah
cousin's gf(gillian): 'hey,wanna k box todae?'
i was lyk 'O.O?!!'
but i am okay with it luh
then go lo
sms wif my dear while singin is fun
after singinginginginginginging
guess wad
my voice gone
and..
she din reply my sms
i was lyk
'okays,she is busy..i shall not disturb her'
then after tt i go to eat
'new york pork in city hall' (which is name by my dearest)
exp like siao wif a big quantity and gd quality food
worth it uhh
i shall bring someone special to eat @ there!
k luhh nth to do now but to slp and wait till tml 1st dae of sch
happie early 5th month darling
emotion of the day: loves to u (:
meowed at//
8:19 AM
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
early in the morning
bathe
grooming
get rdy to go on my 1hr trip to my poly
orientation
happie mood
go theremet a fren
go to venue tgt
happily lining up to see wad class i get in
BUT'sorry,i can't find ur name in our database'
i was lyk WTF?
my orientation is ruin
not bad
i gone to sit @ one corner with the ppl who having the same fate as mine
go to the student recruitment centre
a OLD VIRGIN BITCH HAG
spoiled my dae
she juz shooted
'those who din enrol,plz go home and do'
i was lyk DIAM LA FUGGER!
DID U SPARE A TOT OF THOSE STUDENTS WHO LIVE FAR AWAY?
U THINK I GO HOME TAKE 10MINS R?!
OLD HAG
I BET SHE STILL VIRGIN R
NO ONE DARE TO TOUCH HER
THEY WILL ROT
I TOLD HER TT AND GUESS WAD SHE REPLY
'U LIVE FOR IS MY PROB OR UR PROB? U DIN ENROL IS MY PROB OR UR PROB? U GIVING MY ATTITUTE PROBLEM IS MY PROB OR UR PROB?'
I JUZ WAN TO GIB HER A FUGGIN ANSWER TT
'
U PMS MY PROB OR U PROB U BLOODY OLD VIRGIN?!argh dunno la todae
lookin at my family
do their best to settle for me
i am damn freaking touched
i am juz helpless there
help them bit by bit
i juz found out tt i rly need to cherish them
there r diff from others..
i am totally depressed
some frens cheered me up
some din even wanna bother..
nvm,its my fate
i shall cry out from this pain and depression
i am standing ALONE
ty dear for ur cheering @ the night
i appreciate tt
emotion of the dae : >.< :' >:(
meowed at//
7:02 AM
Sunday, April 6, 2008
early in the morning
i gone to my dear's house
looking @ the ceiling
and her lovely face appear to me
i am delighted to see her
hugs
kisses
all did not missed out
most imptly
our LOVE are always with us
i promised her tt i wun leave her and i am going to keep tt promise
i trust tt she will keep hers too =)
okay finish the mushy stuff~~now
lets get down to business!
sianz sia!!
sick today
keep liu bi ti!!!!
blood leaking!
omfg i am dizzy @@
muz bring tissue always liao
when i am sick
she took care of me
i am sooooo molested (touched) xD
looking up @ her while resting on her lap
i felt the care :')
she is juz MINE! =D
emotion of the day : ^_^ \ /
LOVE HUITING! <3
meowed at//
6:14 AM
